**Updated to add:  At 11:45am I officially ended my pity party.  Thank goodness.  That was dreadful.


Yet I am not really going anywhere.  About every year or so, I repeat this same cycle. The lack of forward momentum is nobody’s fault but my own.  I hit roadblocks and become sort of stuck.  I lose track of my vision which only makes me question if my vision was really legit to begin with.  If you truly want to make a change, then shouldn’t you have no problem sticking to it?   

And so the curse continues and my wheels are still spinning…